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Pushing Through Fear

Thanks for all the support from those who still believe in me.

Honestly, the last few months have taken a lot out of me, These last few setbacks - the death of my old car, falling on my face while exercise-walking, and then my new car getting vandalized, along with the money spent - it makes me wonder what’s next. And, at this point, there’s always something that’s next.

Whatever it is, I’ll get through that, too. It’s the anticipation, however, and since the latest car/money issue, I have almost no concentration due to anxiety.

I want it to go away but I don’t want to take any drugs. I have my solutions and they work sometimes, others no. (Feel free to drop your natural remedies in the comments.)

Here’s the weirdest thing: when I compose, the anxiety ramps up; it’s happening while I type this! I have several unfinished posts that I had to stop. I don’t get it.

I love writing and I’m afraid of it.

So that’s what’s going on with me.

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UPDATE: When I hit the publish button, the anxiety shot to the sky. Lying down is the only solution that is always successful, but I can’t afford to lie down anymore.